Nicola's Notes

A New Vision

Tim Denning wrote:

Create a new vision for your life. Dream big. Remove the limiting valves on your consciousness.

I don't yet know what this new vision is. There are glimmers of it. I feel a discontent in some areas. A push to extricate myself from some commitments and obligations. A feeling (that I've had many times before) of being a square peg in a round hole.

Some people may be clear on their life's mission early on. Others, like me, flounder and struggle to stick a pin in what could be defined as our purpose. It's like trying to hit a moving target. Or pinning gossamer.

I find myself back at the beginning. This dream of doing my own thing, following my own path but I can never seem to make it work. I wonder what I do wrong. What personal flaw prevents me breaking through.

I’m not going to get more chances. It’s now or never. Do or die.

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